-Your love is all i wanted-

.Sunday, May 27, 2007 ' 1:21 AM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

wat wrong with me with me nowadays..

It been so long that seem i update my blog..a new blog again..hehe..tis blog is not for anyone to read..is just somewhere i could all my feeling and that it..

My best birthday ever..a class chalet where by i can bring someone i like to my own chalet..n celebrate with me even i was walking..i appreciate wat u all have done for me friends classmate family..surprise me was my friends in Courts also celebrate with me..even though he gave me the present was not the most expensive but i like it the most among all..

yes..nowadays alot of things is bothering me..actually i wanted to find one day to talk to him about..but i don't noe when i could n i don't noe how..i don't wish him to..don't noe how to say..two things..i wish that i could settle myself..first..the 1 guy i don't wish to say who..but playing is abit way beyond my expectation..by holding my hand is abit overboard..but suddenly hug me is like..i did told him that i will not like him n ask him to stop playing..but i noe from wat i see him..he really serious..but he alway ask me y i don't like him..i don't noe how to ans back..even though i really don't like him..i really wish he could just treat me as his friend..

second thing which i only noe on tue..i though from feb i have tell u is that u are my ex..ex mean ex..there is no way of getting back..i noe u have told my good friend about how u feel when u are at my chalet but i could tell u is that we will never get back..i never had the thought of patching even since we break up..u though that u have the chance beacuse of wat i say after the break up..that one was a way to ask u come to the chalet that was organise after n-level to settle all the problem..they noe i the only person who can call u come that y they ask me to message u..i noe break up for 1 and half years..u still like me..n wish that wat happen to me i could tell u..sorry i can't..wat ever u hurt..has hurt alot even though u all the one who hurt me most..i noe u wish that we can be good friend..yes we can..but if u r going to carry the hope of getting together..sorry we can't be friend..i noe this is hurting u..but i have to say is i wish u could just give up on me..i rather be the bad person tis time..i noe u will sure view my blog..i noe u cried when u when drink with them n cried during the last chalet..but i rather u see watever i write..cried finish le..then carry on with ur life finding a better girl..i don't wish u carry on asking my friends how my bf like even tis guy that i like now..even though u can change like him..but i now only like him..I AM VERY SORRY..

There is only 1 person i also wish to say sorry to that is him..i noe nowadays because of all tis thing..i noe i put my anger on u..when my phone spoil..n on fri also..beacuse of 1 stupid customer..but i don't noe y i got a feeling that i will lose u..don't noe y..i wish i could hug u n cry..i noe it king of stupid..i starting to think that i could not handle the stress..i wish to resign is because i wish i could do something i haven do..but all tis thing i want to do is stupid..i noe u will not be reading tis..like wat i say..tis is not for anyone to read..is just a place where i say out then forget it..