-Your love is all i wanted-

.Tuesday, June 26, 2007 ' 10:00 PM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

wat a boring day

today is my off day..slept around 12 then wak up pass zenda something..then went LP zone buy jackect for him..he steal my jacket..i noe he like it alot..buy around the same for him..but don't noe how to pass it to him..he will sure say i anyhow spent money one..hmmm..gotta think of way soon

.Wednesday, June 20, 2007 ' 1:11 AM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

A correct decision?

hmmm...today i got very angry..how to say..when he came to work totally was just fine..n i kind of miss the outing..but then when i sold many thing already he did not sold any..nvm..he went out for lunch i let him eat first..when he came back..i was starving..then i told him to stand here as there is no other promoter n some more tm courts is at the last place 'again'..i wish i could go but i was serving..after 2 mins or so..he went missing..he was at the shaver there..nvm..i help customer take stock n cash in..n top up all the stock..it take me about 5 to 10 mins..he still stabding at shaver there..how can i go eat..i serve 2 customers liao he still at there..i got angry n went there n ask him how long he want to stand there..he told mehe just came back from toilet..then i rather starve myself n continue to do sale..around 5 i cannot make it as my hand was cold..i began to take some bite..

when i went home..i was thinking..am i overboard..so i message him that if i am asking to much from him..yes he told me he don't like to be push..but thinking..when a problem start..both parties sure are at fault..my fault is that i really push him to do thing..too stress..i cannot think that wat if this store i will to in charge..no one hear wat i say..as for him..is still the 'lazy' that cause us to quarrel..i should not keep looking at his bad point..everyone in the sale floor sure have his or her bad point..but working together..i sure everything can be cover up..i did learn a lesson today..one new lesson..a chance for me to change to a more mature person..

HAPPY BITHDAY TO JOBIE TOO..DID NOT NOE THAT JUNE 19 WAS YOUR BIRTHDAY

.Tuesday, June 19, 2007 ' 1:19 AM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

My greatest time

Today was my greatest day of my life..hmmm..he pick me up at 7pm at my house..my dad was on the way to work..i quickly ran down bringing one helmet down..trying not to let my dad see..hehe..we have our great time..compare to rest..today was the most enjoyable outing..hehe

My plan do success..manage to give him the shaver without any suspect..cause he noe i give him he will not take one..but i really wanted to give him as a gift..but i noe that he does not like anyone lie to me..but in order him to accept..i have no choice..haha

But..something that happen to me..made me noe that who i like..the other him..ask me out..if it was last time me..i would be happy like a mad woman..but i did not..i suddenly feel scared n guilty..i was the one who give up that relationship..like wat sean say..i had no feeling for him already..

After all these..i now noe who i love the most..it was u..thinking u ask me today if i was miss u..even though i never say out..but i alway miss u..wishing that u will be my side now.. =P

.Friday, June 15, 2007 ' 2:01 AM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

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hmmm...wataday..think i grew up again..many unhappy thing..i cried because of some reason(don't want to say)..second..customer insisted wanting the thing turn up blaming me..n an exchange of item even it over 1 week..now then i realise sale line is not easy to work..
happy as in i think he started to change..in a good way..more caring..hehe..n this is y..is like the more i like him..willing to do anything for him..hehe

.Wednesday, June 13, 2007 ' 1:30 AM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

It seem like i getting old..

Nowadays did happen alot of friendship stuff..actually don't noe how to say.if they will be more understanding..i might not even like want to avoid them..something i don't wish to let them noe..but they knew it..n ask me those question..n i am tired after work..hmmm..

It seem like i getting old..keep repeating the same story to sean..i really have STM..today went to cinelesure to watch men in white..it a funny lame show..some parts are stupid..then we went to breek to have our dinner..i was talking my story n he was talking about his story..talking about his poly..sec friends n how to maintain a relationship..i think that everyone have to give in..n take in..sean think that the way i maintain the relationship is a correct way..i really hope so..saw wat sean wrote in is blog today..whenever i want to do first i will consider about him..don't noe y compare to all the rest..i treasure him more..really..just don't noe y..but sean wrote this "Hey Vonne's bf, i hope you will treasure her like a gem, shes really a very nice girl, especially the way how she treat you, 她每次在任何事都会先考虑到你, where to find such a lady ya??? Dont ever break her heart..." when he post on his blog..it touches my heart..sometime after some separation..u will noe who your true friends who not..i noe it in my heart..he is a great friends of mine..will never be forget..but treasure her like a gem..issit too over..hehe..but i also really wish i could forever with him..but is all fate..so it have to depend on god...hehe..actually sean u no need to post it to him he will not see one..haha=P

It kind of funny that sean dream..he dream that i am a vampire n he used a gun to shot me..after he shot me..he then realised that i not..then he went to hug me..then he got woke up by the dream..haha..but i hope he could find a nice girl that treasure him..

.Sunday, June 10, 2007 ' 2:43 AM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

SO HAPPY

I got my ans..haha..how i get it..hmm..starting from actually he want me to acc him the whole night..but then when i with him..he want to go to his aunty..i was like angry cause in the first place u want to go there don't need call me acc him..he seen like don't noe i angry till i never talk to him..then he sit beside me said..he noe y i am angry..n he told me he does not noe how to express his love to someone even though he really like the person alot..that the ans i also wanted..hmmm..even since from feb till now..i also can see the way he treat toward me..hmmm..i should not ask more n be so petty also..will be more understanding.. =)

.Saturday, June 09, 2007 ' 12:21 AM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

This world is full with..

This is world is really full with revenge..true love..confuse..sometime i cannot really understand wat those people are thinking..sometime i really also understand myself..wat more i want to understand people..

revenge->hmmm..i really don't like my name..maybe ever since i went to wrok there..is like ok if 2 peeple call that name..but i cannot undersatnd..when people sell 'P' is like a thorn in your heart..like your heart will be pain..only vacuum rite..the rest is like nothing to u..y hate 'P' so much..y don't u think if really u help us...then if people want your product we will help u to sell n not "wash" to other thing..

true love->hmmm..i read wat sean post to someone..i read it..n i can tell u is touching..didn't expect a guy would write tis..when i read tear will in my eye..i noe that he miss her..i sms sean..cause is like sudden y he wrote about her..but he told me..he miss her as a friend..HOPE U REALLY GO FIND 1 GIRL N SHOW ME!!!!but think back i did not treasure the guy i like 7 years..but..issit tis good..i noe people will think funny y i said tis..at least i got someone i like at most..he was the one who bring me back to a "normal" girl..cause after many thing had happen..i lost hope in all the guy..n that is him =)

Confuse->but i noe that he is very lazy..but i will like other girl treat that bf..if he were to be with other girl..they might break up..even though sometime i cannot stand it..i will scold him..but i feel bad..the longer i work i n my full time became good..n i noe alot of thing..which i wish i could tell him..but if i really tell i noe he will not take him..n i don't want him to stress..that is y i keep talking to my full time wat he said..let him noe..hope he can prove to us sale..cause normally when 1 person..cannot stand wat people say..he or she will prove to people that he or she is not that kind of person..but it seen not working..n i noe he like don't like wat he say to me n i say it to my full time..but wat more can i do..at sale floor like alway not helping him..after work..keep helping he no matter wat

.Monday, June 04, 2007 ' 2:49 PM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

My new clothing

Second post for today..this is my new clothing..nice ma..first item i brought in Great Singapore sale..cost me $44 usually price $49..i brought it at Mango..wanted to buy 1 Levi watch got 20% discount..after discount is $95..but i don't noe i will use it ma..haiz..don't noe want to buy ma..

Again i be the middle man for them..no one called me..suddenly two of them call me..one ask me he got work ma..one of them call me say he will be late..y can't they called each other..so funny..wanted to go out..but raining heavily..also like that..when is my off day it start to rain..hmmm..if really go out..no one also join me..those work go work..those study at sch study..haiz..his bike spoil again..think he really piss up ba..hope he don't stress again..

. ' 1:51 AM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

Wat a day again

Maybe we really ask u too much from u..haiz..don't noe wat to do..both are importance..n tis made me so stress that i also wanted to give up tis job..haiz..this month we never hit target again..only F&B hit only..maybe today is the last day of hitting this month target everyone is too stress about it..

This month think have roadshow..more stress n tiring..haiz..today sale really bad..due to the IT show..haiz..thinking we might really ask him too much..haiz...don't noe..just don't want him to stress to much..so do I..but i quite sad today..due to 1 small problem..will not say out

.Saturday, June 02, 2007 ' 1:25 AM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

hmmm...

like wat people say women..wat ever they say is alway different from wat u are thinking in your heart..yes i did say this blog is somewhere for me to put my feeling..but i really hope he could read..but thinking..is like impossible..he so lazy..haha..

haiz..a mix feeling..yep he called me..he called me to acc him..went there he was busy doing his assigment..i did not feel much neglected but find something to occupied myself..lucky sean called me..but think talk long..cause also don't want to feel nelected..if he think i someone hack care everything..no i not..even i might not say anything..watever he ask me n i ans just now might look that i am hack care..but..i noe watever it beyond wat i expected..i will solved it myself cause i don't want to bring him more stress..i don't mind wat he want to do or wat he want..i will be happy when he is happy =p..i like him the most..wat about me?

thinking when sep to oct..i will get more stress..jobie gonna give birth..she say i have to handle there for the time being..can i handle..i don't noe..now i already have alot of stress..n i am trying to overcome it..can i?