.Friday, September 28, 2007 ' 2:10 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
the word "trust"
3.30le..i am still update my blog..wat the most important in a relationship..to me is the word call trust..once tis thing has lost..it hard for each other to believe wat each other said..no matter how lies he may tell me..cause i noe 1 thing is that i love him..i will trust him..i think noe that somehow someday..i am really scared at home..didn't go out..esp..this few day..got to believe a girl at home telling herself..he is at home..he is at home..wait for his call..is like 12 plus..my brain keep telling me..forget it he sleeping..but my heart wanted to wait till 2..then it got to believe that he sleeping..is not i don't believe him..he will contact more girl..study n working..his freedom time also more than me..today did happen something..just because of 1 guy wanted to join back..he don't trust me..actually i also don't nod how to make him believe me..even use bus kncok me till dead le..i am also a girl i need a guy to take care of me..when i am sick..listening ear..hug me n tell me..don't worry..no matter wat i alway by your side..i remember that the most nicer i like u..was when we first time met..he tell me..the most nicer i love u..was that he was down..he scold me..he told me that tis "actually i really love u alot.." the happier outing was..last tue..we went out really like a couple..n i remember i went to his house..we went downstair to buy ice cream..all the way he was holding my hand..this may make me look silly..but this is wat my heart is thinking..actually the necklace he still did not noe..if he were to read my blog..he will nod tis thing..y did i suddenly said about tis..today i noe 1 more secret..tis is wat i never though he will do..go to her friends friendster..saying a girl cute..yes..i am jealous..1 i was the one who add him at friendster..he never once view my page..never leave me testimonal..somemore saying the girl cute..won't i be sad..if i not busybody i will not noe tis..i was sad tis..he will spent time on people friendster..not mine..so i won't even said my blog..i just want a photo of me n him..i noe it will not post in friendster..that is only my wish...
Von Von lim