.Wednesday, March 26, 2008 ' 2:47 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
wat is the better solution
Too long never update my blog..hmmm..nowaday kept thinking alot..even though i alway smiling..there is problem that i kept facing..work..him..money??..i really wish that 1 day i could be no 1 person his heart..watever happy thing or not he is willing to share me..actually i was quite sad that i heard that he going out with his mom tml..another off day i cannot spent with him..i was so scared that he off then i help people tuition..but i was wrong..is like so long we never go out in the afternoon..after all is his mom..have to trust him also..or else keep thinking that he go out with other girl meh..actually i don't want to quarrel with him..not because of tired quarreling..is like..everytime quarrel the relationship alway become very unstable..like it will break anything..n i alway tend to think alot..just want everything to go smoothly..which i nod i will not take if we really break..just want him to be happy..he happy i will be also happy..but i really miss him alot..n there is 1 thing i very scared of..i very scared that he will forget about my birthday n never celebrate with me..really very scared..if he will treat me like his kitten how good will that be..putting all the love n hardwork..when will it be my turn..when will i be the no1 gf??just want his caring..that all..hmm..go to sleep le..nite everyone..
Von Von lim