.Friday, July 18, 2008 ' 9:33 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Today went to meet darling..he hurt himself..quite badly hope that he is fine..really hope god..next time pls put all his pain at me in instead of him..today went out with him..he seem to change..he look like sad and depress over his life..n use his happiness to cover it..i wish that i can help..but don't noe what can i do..i feel useless..nothing i can do for him..i was thinking if really one day he could found someone that make his life happy..treat him better than me..understand him more than me..most important thing..he also like her..i wish he will leave me n be with the someone instead..it is not because i don't love him anymore..is i want him to be happy..i will feel sad to leave him..n i don't wish to leave him..but i just want him to be happy..i will do anything for him as long as he is happy..in my heart i always love him..he is someone..who taught me alot of things..someone that make my life happy..enjoy my life with him..someone i spent my 1 and a half years with and someone who i love the most..the guy i really like the most..but i always make him angry..i really want him to be happy..but i don't nod if i am that girl that can make him happy and that girl he really want to be with forever..but i really hope/wish that i am the one..Darling..I love u always..u r always in my heart..always i wanted to be with forever..
Von Von lim